Welcome, for starters, thanks for checking out my page and journal.

Now for the news, I'm both very very excited and very depressed. How is this possible?

Well at the moment I'm in love with life itself. Why, you ask? I have the sweetest, kindest, coolest, most sexiest, super-special awesome boyfriend ever. Don't argue if yours is better, my Rai Rai kills. Why, you ask again? I got to spend the day with him Thursday for Easter Egg Dying and we played Super Smash Brothers Brawl all day.
Of course there was kissing, but we were mostly cuddling on his bed playing video games. Then we dyed Easter Eggs, I made a Pikachu and Kirby, he made a Pit. They all turned out so cute and his mom took pictures of us making the eggs, I hope she sends them and I will post them here.
Im also happy just because I have awesome friends, an awesome mother, and an awesome family. They didn't really do anything to make be this happy, except my lovely mother who bought me Brawl, they just lived and loved me like my peeps should. I know, its sicking how happy I am right?

As for the depression, I'm angry at myself or should I say my art. Why? Well I have MAJOR ARTIST BLOCK. Just seeing the words M.A.B. hurt my brain and make me wanna cry. [ If It wasn't Block and was something else like... Drama, it'd be MAD, I think I may say that from now on..] Anyway, I'm very MAD, I can't seem to get any good ideas. I mean my one and only Rai Rai did help, he gave me some ideas but they were pictures I drew for him. I mean I need CHARACTER POSES, STORY LINES, DESIGNS FOR CLOTHES, and just plain IDEAS. For the girls, I want to pratice more sexy styles, even for my guys, but mostly I wanna get peoples eyes. Besides, I need sexy body pose practice anyway. For the males, ANY idea would work, Yaoi, non-Yaoi, cross dressing, JUST GIVE ME SOMETHING. Help me PLEASE... I need it badly....
Here are some of my characters, copyrighted to me, thoughs that arn't based off of shows.

FEMALE:
Pencoshi, Taisa, Ginagira, Kara, Linco, Opal, Rin, Tam-Koshi, Kai, Sona, Ceshia. Zombi Chick, Hunter [unnamed], Kanlie, Teshi Xiao, Zonea, Suna, [These are my MAIN]

MALE:
Sun, Usagi, Xane, Uken, Yobatop, Tencomisagi, Keth, Codine, Raku, Marc, Charlie, Dylan/Alex [Just my MAIN]

Even art with your charater would be cool, if I like them.


So thats my problem and feelings. Other then the MAD, Im doing great. I'm happy, joyful, loving, and huggable. That reminds me, Rai and I got into a word war on one another. We went back and forth with adjectives about one another trying to beat the other.

Anyway, Thats my Life and Drama at the moment.
If anyone can help me with the MAD, I'd love you forever and maybe glomp you a few times.
Anyone want to ROLEPLAY my yahoo is kitty_kalika@yahoo.com
Anyone wanna just check me out on Gaia: Demon_Rin

Signing Out